| Angels Landing in Zion National Park |
It's 12:45 a.m. and I really should be asleep. I've been awake nearly 24 hours and I'm moving back to college today. It's exciting, sort of, so when you can't really sleep on normal days the hype of it all makes for an interesting combination.
Every time I pack to move it's like an expedition. I always spend way too much time going through the random items I find in my closet and drawers that I forgot I had.
One such discovery was my wallet. I'm not the guy to really carry a whole lot - usually my phone, keys, debit card, and drivers license. There are some important things to take with you when you are away from home though, so I figured I should start using a wallet again.
I found my long-lost wallet tucked in a drawer. It only took me a minute to realize that this was the same wallet I carried throughout my mission several years ago. There were three things inside.
First, there was a picture of my sister Kambree. She must have been about three or four, holding a miniature baseball from an SLC Bees game. I used to show it to everyone.
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| The photograph from my wallet |
There were two more things. One was a card my Dad gave me before I left - his card - that had all the Priesthood Ordinances on it. In time I would learn them by heart, but I carried that card and that picture with me everywhere I went.
The third was a folded piece of paper. I unfolded it and saw in my handwriting my parents cell phone numbers written down so I wouldn't forget them when it was time to call home.
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| My first day as a missionary |
ho was just a bit more naive. One who struggled being away from home. I absolutely loved my mission, but I've never been one to really like being away from home for long. Now, years later, when school ends I fly on in my truck with one destination: home. That may or may not have got me pulled over last fall break for going a lot over the speed limit. No ticket!
This summer has been wonderful. I baptized that little girl in the photograph. I traveled lots. I paddle boarded to an island with my brothers, rode horses in Canada, saw Glacier and Yellowstone, rafted through rapids with everyone including my grandparents.
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| Rafting Montana's South Fork River |
I spent lots of time watching all the Longmire that Netflix had to offer with my Mom and my Dad. I took a trip to Las Vegas with my Dad and in another marathon beat Plants vs. Zombies with my Mom. I spent many Sunday nights with family eating the best homecooked meals and playing board games. We popped lots of kettle corn to sell at the local fairs and events with the best people you could ask for.
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| Helper Arts Festival, 2017 |
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| Roadtrip to Las Vegas |
I'm wish the summer wasn't over, but although it was a great summer it's not the close of the book. Another great chapter begins as I go back down to Southern Utah University.
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| A picture I took of the Carter Carillon clocktower, SUU |
This is my fourth year of ten years as a college student. I get to apply to medical school this spring at Rocky Vista University College of Osteopathic Medicine. It's an early acceptance program - if accepted, I wouldn't have to worry about applying my last year of undergrad, my seat would be secured for Fall 2020.
SUU football, dances, concerts, socials, they're all on the schedule. Hanging out with my roommates, midnight hikes, temple trips, getting snowcones from Soda Run. Late night chats guessing which one of us will get engaged this year. Last year was 0/4.
It's important to get out and see the world, to do something different, to have experiences you can only have elsewhere. It's so bittersweet. I'm ready to go and ready to come back home at the same time. You always will be when you're never really ready to leave. The good thing about it is that home is always going to be home. My Dad still likes to wrestle me, my Mom and I still chat for hours. Kambree still asks me to play with her. You've got to enjoy those times while you can, and you've got to enjoy those college years while you can. I love my family. I really do, and I hope they know that I do.
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| My family, 2017 |
Wish me luck though there isn't much luck involved - what you put in is what you get out. That goes for school and other things, like dating. Everyone in my family hopes I find a wife. That would be nice, but I'm really hoping to get an A in Organic Chemistry too. Pray for both, will you?















